Baby hungry

Every time I think my biological clock has quieted down and I am cool with not having babies any more. Someone has to come along and remind me why I miss babies and toddlers so much. This time I blame Rochelle. I watched Corbin and Dexter during the day a few days while she was on her cruise. They are so cute and such good kids.
Corbin did cry at having to leave Grandma and Grandpa in the morning. But I didnt take it personally cuz 2 minutes into the ride to my house he was fine. He is just smart enough to know that I will not spoil him quite as much as Grandma and Grandpa. He sang his ABC's for me and we read some books and played some games.
I was a little afraid of how Dex would take to me, cuz I know how much he loves him Mamma. Amazingly, he loved me. He was so happy all the time and wanted hugs and to be held. It has been a long time since I just got to hold a kid. He would spin and giggle. He played pikaboo. In one game of pikaboo he was walking away looking over his shoulder at me and grinning showing all his little gappy teeth. I had a huge Regin flashback. He has her same wispy blonde hair, gray blue eyes, and gappy grin. I nearly cried.
Friday afternoon when I headed home I said goodbye to Corbin who waved merrily, but Dex was asleep so I couldnt say goodbye. I hope next time he sees me he remembers me, cuz dang I spent just a few hours a day with those cuties and I am missing them so much now.